I don't know....

I really don't know what have happen to myself... Time to relieve and time to forget... 2012 = 26 years old... not young and not old.. Time for planning how the future should be... Being eldest in the family well lots of decision making.. Like it or not yes you have to do it... What is the feeling of telling someone i love you the first time in front of their face just like that... awwww it must be horrible... I've never done that before but i want to try do it.. My mind is heavy loaded.. Keep on thinking of a person ok a friend.... Let it be... How is the feeling if someone you like and then love suddenly do love you as well.. How to respond?? ok good lets do it haha.... I shall take another 4 month to forget bits by bits... best memorries stay in my heart...