Okay... Everything will be fine...

Wow beginning of 2012 is unbelievable challenging. With the target of RM 1.2 million.. in what way should use to make sure all the debts is collected.. With work new year short time frame month end closing unbearable but it all will end today.... Every month we will face the same issue to collect what ever we can by the end of today no matter is a small sum or a large sum of money.. Ganbate Joey you can do it...Hope that i'll achive my target for this month a brand new dragon year.....

Opps.....

Opps I farted again...

Dragon Year...

Hoho today will be te 4th day of the dragon year.. Started working as i have been sleeping eating and watching movie for the last few days and I started to feel bored haha... Am i a workerholic.. No no im surely not a workerholic.. I need to go back to my gym do some exercise as i've missed many many classes for the past few weeks...

Writing blogs...

The real motive i am writing a blog is that i have something i would like to share but i don't have a person specifically that i would share every of my feelings with.. Just feel like if i always go to someone to tell them something I'm worried off or my feelings my stress i feel that I'm disturbing others so i better blog it.. at least nobody being disturb by me... i love speaking and i love talking and i love singing i love using my mouth it will relax my tenses.. I'm stress but nobody ought to see it from my face I'm always laughing around joking around making fun of others but i seldom share my sadness inner discomfort because i don't know how to share that..
okie okie sambung esok...

Hmmmm...feel like going shopping..

Hmmm i taught that i could forget bits and bits but it seems is getting more and more coming in just via sms... Nobody knows what will happen in future nobody know how high can we reach or how low are we falling... Learn to climb up when your falling... If you have a chance to fall it means you are going to climb higher the next time... CNY is just around the corner we got to buy buy buy and buy.... Spend money wisely just buy what ever we need but i feel like eating so many things and will i gain weight just eating too much??? 因为我爱上你了。。没想到原来是那么容易所出口。。yeah easy to be said but when you need to interpreate it with your face expression how to do it.. i never do it live before...

I don't know....

I really don't know what have happen to myself... Time to relieve and time to forget... 2012 = 26 years old... not young and not old.. Time for planning how the future should be... Being eldest in the family well lots of decision making.. Like it or not yes you have to do it... What is the feeling of telling someone i love you the first time in front of their face just like that... awwww it must be horrible... I've never done that before but i want to try do it.. My mind is heavy loaded.. Keep on thinking of a person ok a friend.... Let it be... How is the feeling if someone you like and then love suddenly do love you as well.. How to respond?? ok good lets do it haha.... I shall take another 4 month to forget bits by bits... best memorries stay in my heart...

Apologize and gone...

I never know if i could still see him after this... but i wanted to see him so badly... I don't know why maybe he owe me an explanation or why should he need to explain to me.. i don't know i really don't know... A person can just leave so coolly without anybody knowing what happen in a sudden... i think he have been in some stress for a very long time just that he have not make up his mind weather or not to leave or stay... And at last he choose his path to leave... that make me shock till the max until i cant sleep well... Although it have been few days but i don't know why i still cannot accept that he is gone back to his hometown.. I hope that i will know when he will be back and i will want to see him and ask him what the hell have actually happen that make him leave in just overnight.. Life have become so miserable a person that i will see each and everyday now that i no longer will see him any soon... A person that i have learn so much with from zero knowledge to body buildup a little and he just left :-( My mission not accomplish yet and there is still a very long way to go all by myself..

I wish you all the best in the next path he is choosing hopping that this will be the correct path as your not young anymore... Work hard and not give up so easily... i know you can do it and just do it (NIKE) haha....