Life is like a dream....

Ouch...is pain again hehe.....Only story books have happy endings...only fairy tales stories has a white horse prince waiting to rescue you any moments from now....Being a women we need to be strong never let ourselves down no matter how sad it would be...What do i want...How you want your future life turning...into a lovely fairly tales or just something without wave and nothing....Its almost the end of year 2009....Time keeps running...i felt myself still far away behind.....doing silly things that i have already done...What should i do now?...What do i want?...What i need? Money $$$??? Well who don't need money....Just a failure..