Ah............

Now i knew that hurting people is 10 times more painful then being hurt...but before its too painful i better say no...i dont love him so why continue lying hehe....well i hope he is not too serious in it...i dont want anybody to be not happy...anyway single always the best...being known that freedom is important...i dont have faith in anyone else anymore...i just trust myself...therefore i need to be happy...although im not so now..