No feeling now...

What have happen to him ar....I cant get be with him already a suffer but he does not respond i suffer much....Anyway today 21/2/08 i will be departing to Pulau Pangkor is a assigment base vacation...I hope i got to let go of my brain after i come back i really need to give full concentration to my studiesssss and put love aside can i do this...I cant trust myself too nobody is there to support me...I need to be more independent...Good memories is too keep....I feel like getting to the sea..I hope no matter wat happen i wanna noe the result...Haizzzz~~~~PAngKor I come laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa