Day Dreaming............

Ah today hahaha dream dream and dream....I dream my mom is pregnant and gave birth to a baby wahahahaha.....the worst things is ppl taught is my baby goshhhhh lucky is just a dream....i hate myself being so jealous out of other ppl.But trying to control it but yet it comes in again sick of this stupid feelingsssss.......maybe is ladies nature bah no matter how good i cheat others about my feeling at last i cant cheat myself also.....I myself not sure what am i good at...studies? not really. singings nah not that good either...well talking maybe yes normally will be talking rubbish...wat else giving out opinions well sometimes it works but not all the time ppl who have problems come to me i do my best to help them give them some counsell well I happy is i could help ppl but just talking and waking them up from their sweet dream or either bad dreams......Everybody can do dis this are what friendds are for helping each other when they are in need we do out best if we really cant then we have no choice......If i could find a better place then to be in yahoo i think i will no longer be in here....I'm glad im in here now to yet there are pros and cons....Chatting is a Virtual world to me....and it really make me stick almost all of my time in here......with it i feel that my social world now is larger not only among my schoold frens or my uni frens wit them only 1 word studies.....no where else to go cant really find a suitable one dat really spare their time to listen to you and share their opinion....1 true frens is hard to find if u were to have more privallage that they can get from you yes u will have more frens but no true frens.........when u really need help they will just be missing.All this ppl could only share your happiness and wealth but sorrow and sadness it hard.....It is almost like as hard as finding ur the other half i mean either ur bf or gf.Finding someone who really thinks like you speak your way and life within your life style is harder den everything but i believe that god make every human in pairs like Adam and Eve....but where is my Adam is he coming :-( Well when will he arrive or he is already here.......Well it doesnt matter when he comes i will noe ahahaahaha.....sometimes i fell a little stupid thinking too much and too deep.Thinking things tat others wouldn't think at all......funny sometimes i think i am funny to make ppl happy laughter is the best medicent if you have time laugh together with me is my pleasure to make u guys have a wonderful time