Dream Dream i love to dream haha...

Today...I have had a dream... I dream of I meeting him back after 6 years.... THere was a guy(AA) whom came up to me to say that his salary given for this month is inappropriate... So i ran after him to get his number so that i could contact him....He didn't gave me the immediately he was arguing with me why should he give me the number....After sometimes of argue he gave me his number but while we are arguing we have disturb some other people in the meeting room... and somehow the people in the meeting room chase us out......So me and AA run and run and we hide in a room.... Finally we got find out by them and they came up to us with very fierce eyes looking at us...and %#*_%@*%_#%*#_ scold us alot ahahaha....this part is funny...after that i realize he gave me a house number instead of his mobile number..... After that we went apart.... In this 6 years we seems to have some feelings for each other...but we are looking at each other from far..... We never speak to each others but in our eyes we do see each other.... Until one day we meet each other in somebody's house... we both brought food.... and there are many people over there.....As usual we still don't talk to each other...So i stood up and going to get something he followed me.... I'm trying to avoid so i walk quickly leaving the house and went to the garden... He followed me from behind...when i was sitting on the bench he grab my hand....and he said please do not avoid the feeling you have for me... You know as well i have feelings for you.... Why would we want to live in this way???? I was so touched and my sister woke me up..... Ish Ish.....

Depress and No Mood.....

What to type over here leh..... i'm so depress everything bad is hitting me...i know i shall stand strong but im really tired... pls hope that this 2010 will end soon...please pray that i'll get a super good job in hand....good boss good pay.... awwww i feel is so hard now...having a good personality is not enough i still need good skills but i have none..... at some point i feel unwanted.... what ever i want nothing is coming to me... and most important MONEY NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

No more mood to continue writing.

DrEaM...

I have a dream...of you and me...Together we go from Autumn to Summer to Spring to Winter....Very obvious that Malaysia only have 1 season haha... So for me to get 4 season i have to be together either with a gwai lou or with somebody whom stay in the 4 season country.... While i grow older i still have a dream just like when i were young...Dreaming of getting married..having my own family....having cute kids...cooking their meal everyday....clean the house make the house as comfortable as possible.. Keep my husband warm and family feel when he comes home... All this while i'm always thinking what is my ambition no matter how hard i look in the Jobstreets i can't find a job that i feel suitable for me..when ever somebody ask me what is your ambition i said i don't know..... Maybe my ambition is being a 100% housewife... awww that is sweet rite hehe..... So know i must learn to cook to bake to wash.... well i think i know how to wash but baking i still have much to learn.... Being a perfect mom and perfect wife not easy.... there is a Chinese saying says that a women which is 100% is a women that can go in to the kitchen and do well in the living room.... But my friend will be saying hay will that be a little stupid that you have not enjoy much and you get married so early... well i will of course say no... my dream is to build my family.... How soon will my dream come true!!!!

Busy Busy....

Been very busy this month...weekend have no rest too... This is the fasting month for the Muslims therefore it will be a busy month for my family too...My mom making the spring roll skin... You called it Popiah in Malaysia.... The skin isnt easy at all....the technique and the skills not been build up a day or two but...20+ years... If you Guys intrested..come my stall at Taman Selera Petaling Jaya Old town...

Selamat Berpuasa Umat Manusia....

Sleepy Sleepy....

I am so sleepy ar.....watery eyes.... how good if i have a bed next to me now.. And the air conditioner is just the right temperature... so nice to sleep...so tired... wow how wonderful is if i have a man with 6 pack for me here to lean on ouch...
Dream Dream.... Sweet Dream....

Arghhhhh office is so boring.....i need power nap..

七月初七。。情人节。。。

今天是我么华人的情人节。。 在外面有很都男男女女。。。还没有另一半。。祝大家有情人终成眷属。
To those whom can read Chinese is Valentines day....7th day of the 7th month....Wishing everybody out there will get their partners soon and for those whom already have their partners... Appreciate them everyday... as though everyday is Valentines day.....AS we know that every human in the world is not born with perfectness....Therefore our partner is the one whom made us perfect..just like the yin yang symbol...till now...kamsahaminda..

Enjoy....

I Dream the Dream.....

As always the dream that we dream does represent something....Did i watched too much movies that make me feel or react just like those main characters....In the dream i wanted to be with somebody but when that somebody appear i tend to hide myself so that he cant find me....what does this dream means...if there are any dream reader out there please let me know what is the meaning of this dream...there are some dream which is so beautiful...i don't want myself to wake up because i know once i wake up i will never dream again the dream.. at times i even try to sleep and hope to continue the journey of the dream... am i innocent girl.... I am very clear to myself that it is a dream that will never turn and become real in life...but at least we human are gift with the dreams...with dreams we have hope........