I don't know....

I really don't know what have happen to myself... Time to relieve and time to forget... 2012 = 26 years old... not young and not old.. Time for planning how the future should be... Being eldest in the family well lots of decision making.. Like it or not yes you have to do it... What is the feeling of telling someone i love you the first time in front of their face just like that... awwww it must be horrible... I've never done that before but i want to try do it.. My mind is heavy loaded.. Keep on thinking of a person ok a friend.... Let it be... How is the feeling if someone you like and then love suddenly do love you as well.. How to respond?? ok good lets do it haha.... I shall take another 4 month to forget bits by bits... best memorries stay in my heart...

Apologize and gone...

I never know if i could still see him after this... but i wanted to see him so badly... I don't know why maybe he owe me an explanation or why should he need to explain to me.. i don't know i really don't know... A person can just leave so coolly without anybody knowing what happen in a sudden... i think he have been in some stress for a very long time just that he have not make up his mind weather or not to leave or stay... And at last he choose his path to leave... that make me shock till the max until i cant sleep well... Although it have been few days but i don't know why i still cannot accept that he is gone back to his hometown.. I hope that i will know when he will be back and i will want to see him and ask him what the hell have actually happen that make him leave in just overnight.. Life have become so miserable a person that i will see each and everyday now that i no longer will see him any soon... A person that i have learn so much with from zero knowledge to body buildup a little and he just left :-( My mission not accomplish yet and there is still a very long way to go all by myself..

I wish you all the best in the next path he is choosing hopping that this will be the correct path as your not young anymore... Work hard and not give up so easily... i know you can do it and just do it (NIKE) haha....

Yippi yippi yeah yeah...

I've successfully hit 10 and another 20 to go.. A little sleepy after lunch...
Tonight dinner will be fruits.... yeah... I'm Loving it...

Yippi yippi yeah yeah...

Something happy happenning to me and also tension...Coming to month end everything have to be settled within the time frame... Another Sad thing will be i have tight cash flow real tight... barely can breath try to to use as much as i can... Hope everything will be in control.. Anyway human need compliment and i admit i need it really much sincerly from everyone around me..

REading my own blogs...

The funniest thing that i have done so far is reading my own damn blog hahahaha...Doing some review to the oldest post that i have written during the year 2007... Lots of spelling error and lots of typo error... I find myself super childish hahaha... Did i change alot in 4 years or is just me growing up from a child to an adult... (*_^) **wink** YEs i am an adult already... Speaking like one and acting like one...haha BTW what does this means ("~) i have been figuring what this sign means haha... I always get this from **hemm someone but i really tak tau apa ni!!!

My old blogs are super funny....

Yeppeoyo, Kirei, 美, Leng and Pretty...

Does all this word sound familiar to you!!! Ha ha i guess being pretty is the most brilliant thing in the world...Exiting to change from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan... As always everybody does like pretty things or beautiful things.. I myself do like to see something pretty and beautiful all the time from scenery to human being... Everybody will be pleased to hear all this word although they know themself that they are not pretty..

Women...

To me women is decent, pure, sincere, pretty, and many many more... I realise that women no longer decent... The women talk the talk.. meaning they talk what ever they think see and feel.. In my department the women is more then the men therefore the yin is more then the yang... At first the whole atmosphere is not that comfortable as the yin is heavier then the yang...Just to note when you are living under a roof with many others, many things that you need to realise, see and endure.. First 2 month is really hard as we don't work alone we work as a team not a small team but a big team which is the whole organization... To put together our arms and we strive till the max to achieve the maximum result.. It just feel that we are breathing the same air..