I found it at last....

I din't knew that when some one found what they have been finding for the feeling is super super good.. I never feel so good when i find something i wanted to find... The satisfaction is till the max.. It naturally gave me the whole smile on my face and my heart even race faster... Haha i know it sound childish to you..but i never get such a good satisfaction before like this one until i would like to write it down for a record.. But my research should stop here...i found what i wanted to find and i know what i wanted to know already...A pat on my own shoulder well done Joey.....

Living life the fullest....

The dilemma that happens to me..it does quite happen to many other people.. Something involving money is my concern as budget is always tight and we need to be considerate with things that all involve in money... I appreciate life that it brings till now..My life really do change a lot recently when i start to think hard about myself..Where am i heading...Which path that will bring me to my destiny... The most important question to myself is where is my destiny... I can say right now that i am kinda happy with what i am doing... Being enrol in a fitness studio that i have been thinking for a long time and no action have been taken until...then everything changes ever since i bought my very first swimming suite.. WHat are the things that i have done purely for myself.. Are slimming really a good thing after all... I've seek for opinions.. it seems that slimming is really sound good no matter what happen.. My mom told me that i have already wet my head with it why not wet the whole body hahaha... Thats really true!!! I've took the initiative the first step to change my lifestyle to be a little healthier and worth while.. I shall make myself soak wet and continue with what im doing right now..

A Day out with a Guy...

I've never went out with a guy 1 to 1 basic... All this while i've been thinking that it might be kinda odd but it is kinda odd... it feel weired to me... Yeah i dun like the weird feeling of this... but nothing much for the day simply boring movie with a boring man and boring hehe....

Trying to change all the hates to love...

Leave it 1by 1... i mean 1 at the time.... Things that we have been used to it everyday its have been at your side for some times its hard to let go.. but once let go no turning back... i truly believe that there is age gap... i truly found out that i act just like others.... myself confidence differ...its getting lesser and lesser... aiyoo so depress i've got to swim until out breath although i cant swim well i want to.... feeling so exhausted... cant breath at this moment...sleep is the best solution...

Good night folks..........

After 2 months.....

Life have turn more interesting ever since i came to my new work place....Its a big corporation whereby many rules to follow and many kind of human to be dealing with...Above me below me beside me and all the customer...Things get annoying when it doesn't come with sense...After all i do learn more when i do it hands on...The earth is changing drastically....without me knowing when is our turn...live life with no regrets....

Dream Dream i love to dream haha...

Today...I have had a dream... I dream of I meeting him back after 6 years.... THere was a guy(AA) whom came up to me to say that his salary given for this month is inappropriate... So i ran after him to get his number so that i could contact him....He didn't gave me the immediately he was arguing with me why should he give me the number....After sometimes of argue he gave me his number but while we are arguing we have disturb some other people in the meeting room... and somehow the people in the meeting room chase us out......So me and AA run and run and we hide in a room.... Finally we got find out by them and they came up to us with very fierce eyes looking at us...and %#*_%@*%_#%*#_ scold us alot ahahaha....this part is funny...after that i realize he gave me a house number instead of his mobile number..... After that we went apart.... In this 6 years we seems to have some feelings for each other...but we are looking at each other from far..... We never speak to each others but in our eyes we do see each other.... Until one day we meet each other in somebody's house... we both brought food.... and there are many people over there.....As usual we still don't talk to each other...So i stood up and going to get something he followed me.... I'm trying to avoid so i walk quickly leaving the house and went to the garden... He followed me from behind...when i was sitting on the bench he grab my hand....and he said please do not avoid the feeling you have for me... You know as well i have feelings for you.... Why would we want to live in this way???? I was so touched and my sister woke me up..... Ish Ish.....

Depress and No Mood.....

What to type over here leh..... i'm so depress everything bad is hitting me...i know i shall stand strong but im really tired... pls hope that this 2010 will end soon...please pray that i'll get a super good job in hand....good boss good pay.... awwww i feel is so hard now...having a good personality is not enough i still need good skills but i have none..... at some point i feel unwanted.... what ever i want nothing is coming to me... and most important MONEY NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

No more mood to continue writing.