I Dream the Dream.....

As always the dream that we dream does represent something....Did i watched too much movies that make me feel or react just like those main characters....In the dream i wanted to be with somebody but when that somebody appear i tend to hide myself so that he cant find me....what does this dream means...if there are any dream reader out there please let me know what is the meaning of this dream...there are some dream which is so beautiful...i don't want myself to wake up because i know once i wake up i will never dream again the dream.. at times i even try to sleep and hope to continue the journey of the dream... am i innocent girl.... I am very clear to myself that it is a dream that will never turn and become real in life...but at least we human are gift with the dreams...with dreams we have hope........

Human Faces......

No matter how busy are you.... You cannot simply scold people for nothing saying that you are not doing your own work... don't keep peeping on me.... haha... Don't make me mad lor....IF not because of you...im no more in this company la...no matter how....i will stay until the end of 2010....no matter how hard....Actually nothing is hard in the world just that...we must take in considerate others ppl feeling....Every human just care for themselves....but in their eyes others don't work as hardworking as they are..... To me im just learning more human behavior in this %&)%&!)#%%&)*%@!&%*!#% Company..... Kik Sei Yan................................................................

Why would i want to stay here...... why am i so stupid......................
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One moment please....

When something comes easily it seems to go away easily too..Why life has to be so miserable indeed... When you have something too much you will fell that is so nothing special at all. IF the thing you want you never get you crave for it so much.... Will i be the victim one day that being cheated feelings.... Yesterday i had a talk with 2 of my good friend analyzing some special relationship that i have had not long ago.... Why that i would have a very confident feeling that this is real.. In some case nothing have happen till now... Well is a very painful situation when you cannot do anything for him... But i still trust.. Am i blind already... No i dont think im blind... But is there really such things call Fate and Time.... Does your fate and time come on the same spot.. I really have no idea until i met him... He gave me the comfort feeling and made me feel that he is the one.... Again why !!!! I dunnoe why because LOVE has no asnwer for it... Time will show and determine what will really happen... Time will show that this is gonna be something wonderful just like those fairy tale story... " Tong Hua Gu shi" haha... I want him to hold my hands tight... for the rest of my life.. never let go or try to let go... because i believe that your meant to be mine...

Fat Mou blog...

Kakaka....it has been long again have not updated my blog ever since...where have you guys been...for the past 1 month....work work work or study study study or play play play neh... me for the past 1 month im really working real hard to absorb everthing as fast and as quick as i can..time really fly 1 month pass for the year of 2010..close your eyes guys and is another 1 year pass really soon which would be the cow year la...hahha ending soon...Coming will be the TIGER year which will be my year lo.. Again older another year...everyday looking into the mirror and nothing have change besides getting older and Prettier lol hahaha....i wonder who will reading my blog...hmmmm Blog ar Blog please tell me who is reading my blog la ok...hehe

.......to be continue

2010 What is your Dream....

Although today will be the last day for me in my company but i'm happy cause is New year la...
Brand new 2010 with new inspiration... Do i have...haiz.... well work hard be positive get work.... gambate..... Everybody out there is New year....... Happy New Yearrrrrrrrrrrrr 2010....
Cheers.............................

Thanks Giving

Thanks giving will we just in 1 days or 2 days time...therefore to those whom will be celebrating thanks giving a happy thanks giving well i dont know much what they will do in thanks giving guess should be eating drinking and hang over the next day haha...this what my american boss says....

Life is like a dream....

Ouch...is pain again hehe.....Only story books have happy endings...only fairy tales stories has a white horse prince waiting to rescue you any moments from now....Being a women we need to be strong never let ourselves down no matter how sad it would be...What do i want...How you want your future life turning...into a lovely fairly tales or just something without wave and nothing....Its almost the end of year 2009....Time keeps running...i felt myself still far away behind.....doing silly things that i have already done...What should i do now?...What do i want?...What i need? Money $$$??? Well who don't need money....Just a failure..