2010 What is your Dream....

Although today will be the last day for me in my company but i'm happy cause is New year la...
Brand new 2010 with new inspiration... Do i have...haiz.... well work hard be positive get work.... gambate..... Everybody out there is New year....... Happy New Yearrrrrrrrrrrrr 2010....
Cheers.............................

Thanks Giving

Thanks giving will we just in 1 days or 2 days time...therefore to those whom will be celebrating thanks giving a happy thanks giving well i dont know much what they will do in thanks giving guess should be eating drinking and hang over the next day haha...this what my american boss says....

Life is like a dream....

Ouch...is pain again hehe.....Only story books have happy endings...only fairy tales stories has a white horse prince waiting to rescue you any moments from now....Being a women we need to be strong never let ourselves down no matter how sad it would be...What do i want...How you want your future life turning...into a lovely fairly tales or just something without wave and nothing....Its almost the end of year 2009....Time keeps running...i felt myself still far away behind.....doing silly things that i have already done...What should i do now?...What do i want?...What i need? Money $$$??? Well who don't need money....Just a failure..

Middle of October....

Around 2 and half month more will be the end of year 2009....
Looking back towards what i have done and contributed in the year 2009....
Well 2009 being a nice year.... A year where i got a new turning in life from a student life
to a working life.... Being able to think and do like what other adults doing....
being working for almost 5 months.... Still consider myself fresh... learning and learning....
Bad economic make things real slow..... Company around practicing from 5 days week to 4 days week and then from 4 days week to shorter working time..... Being started to see that the economic is doing real bad for the second half 2009..... Pray hard that everything will being a new turn.....
Turn back the economic....make things easier for everybody.... Earth is begins to suffer from natural disasters to economic down down turn.... Everybody gets on the effects..... Human is suffering.... but I'm sure god is fair.... We do our best and let god do the rest... Everybody dont give up... Bring our hopes as high as possible....

Love someone with all your hearts....

Do you actually love someone just because your just to lonely or just to have somebody to accompany you?? Do you love someone just because he is rich and handsome or sexy and hot???
Have you ever love someone with all your hearts.....Well first i would like to ask myself this question...have i ever love anyone with all my heart....I can strongly say out loud Yes I Do...Firstly i have loved my parents and my siblings with all my heart...For true i am Fierce yes...but i'm also easily hurt as well as easily shallow eye (cry).... But indeed i am strong.... Dont judge the book buy its cover... Although i look Big but i'm not necessary strong....But i try to give my best to everybody... If i dont give meaning she or he is not supposed to have it.... Sometimes i feel myself
acting really mean to some of them if they realise but i dont hate them but to me just relax being yourself dont have to be extra funny while your not dont have to be extra talkative when your not you will make the environment worst...being funny being a joker is just so natural that it suddenly comes to your mind then you say it out and making others laugh with you....aiyoo finish work haha.........more to come...

有一种爱叫做放手..

There is one kind of love name "let go"..Not many ppl recognize this kind of love... as not many ppl can do it or take it...human normally will fight till the end to get someone..although they know that there is no chance for them at all...the stubbornness of oneself lead to another...just a waste of time.. learn to let go when things dont belong to you anymore...well if you try hard to get things that does not belong to you at the end...it will not belong to you too..SO LET GO....
Tomorrow will be a brighter day...

No increment................

Oh no................no increment sad sad....well well after 3 month of working...and now im a confirmed worker in Research Fuel Corporation...Happy or Sad...Telling the truth no feeling lo.... to me i just work and earn the money to full fill my desire of getting some material happiness.....Then beside that what else money can do....well i cannot use money to wipe my sweats....though i earn money will all my sweats...no matter how human will never satisfy with what they have...and always want more...and 1 sentence jealousy is the best policy....its 2.30 time passes by real quick....is already middle of september...will be planing my holiday next year....Where should i visit .....i think i will visit hong kong 1st next japan....lol Japan hey exepensive....i dunnoe how much does it cost but...depends maybe not next year haha.... Aqua i have already visited in Thailand.... see how far can my money bring me.....