No feeling now...

What have happen to him ar....I cant get be with him already a suffer but he does not respond i suffer much....Anyway today 21/2/08 i will be departing to Pulau Pangkor is a assigment base vacation...I hope i got to let go of my brain after i come back i really need to give full concentration to my studiesssss and put love aside can i do this...I cant trust myself too nobody is there to support me...I need to be more independent...Good memories is too keep....I feel like getting to the sea..I hope no matter wat happen i wanna noe the result...Haizzzz~~~~PAngKor I come laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Valentineeeeeeeee

Aiya valentines day is just around the corner.............huhhuhuhuh HMMM how will my valentines day 2008 look like...Good SoSo or Bad....Anyway i wanna wish all ppl outside there single or couple have a wonderful valentines day be prepares you guys might have surprise for each otherssss...

Haizz....

Sometimes i really dont know what they are thinking of.When u treat the a little better or a little more caring and they will start avoiding you....when u dun care for them they will say why wouldn't you care for me....Is all the human in this word act like that..But my perception will always be the same.I just be myself.And i dont want them to think that i mess up their life...I just try to show my care and my love not to control them or tie them up never think of that..Maybe i dun have much experince in this therefor i might mess it up again...Likewise the thing im doing now i might feel is alright but others dont...I hope "MR Someone" understands me and i need more time to understand you in detail too.Everybody is busy with their own life now especially those thing they have been doing such as their career so im here to support you not to give u more problems i hope that this will make u clear in mind..And Joey will still always be Joey..

CNY

IS cny soon la...Wish everyone have a wonderful time..And i have a wonderful time too..This year cny i hope i will have a the most memorable time with my love ones...
Valentines days are also just around te corner...Hope not to be lonely this valentines day..Wishes all wealthy and healty..especially Joe

Life isn't so difficult but is Complicated

A younger like me 21+1=22 shouldn't have always think so complicated but...
i just cant stop thinking day and night but maybe is takes time but i just really feel better now and more relax cause is not a big matter to me.In order to live better i ought to find my own happiness kakaka sound old but not really la every got to think about it no matter when one day...Do not ever let the past hold ur present....Let go you hand when u feel thats the best way..Do not make u time stop at the past.Because no matter how hard u want to be just like da past u could not turn back time...Everything is easy to be said den done but need to be remind again too.Just make Life simple.Think of the consequenses later and be happy now dats all...All though u noe ur dieing tomorrow do what u can do today b4 regretting it tomorrow....Nothing is too late if u appreciate it.

Give up la haizzzzzzzzz

Heart break la...I'm giving up those stuff i plan to do or feel like doing no mood to do all this after all..ITs so stupid to think that way but i dont have confidence to do it anymore well i have to let go my hand although i have not even hold it...maybe just dream to hold it but i dun feel like to have it now...

Hmmm is already 2008....

Well is already 3 days from 2008...Every moments of happiness and sadness in the last 2007 should be kept as the best memories....I am very happy in 2008 because i have actually celebrated a wonderful last few moments with a friend i noe for not too long...although we did nothing much together only some singing and chatting but i very appreciate that and i have a wonderful feeling being together...i guess it brings me a beautiful memories i ever had....I hope he does have the same feeling and enjoy as i enjoy it...Wish that i have every new year enjoyable like i have during 31/12/2007 till 1/1/2008...Some are just wondering Joey are u too kua cheong leh how wonderful izzit are that is so boring???? Dunnoe y too me is very passion just feel good with it no other reason..Today i dun feel so well with myself..I'm having terrible headache today morning when i wake up...still have to go to class...sometimes just need a rest finding a suitable shoulder for me to lean on..great chest for me to hug on or lie on and sometimes for me to listen to his heart beat..this is gonna be an early dream wahahahahahhaha...when will Joey grow up ar so silly to think of all this stuff now..such a silly girl........