Thursday, October 30, 2008

2 more left.....

2 more paper and i will be a free bird again...today i did not really sleep hmmm wake up a 2am to finish studying now is too hot to lie down ahhhh i'll sleep later maybe at 10 hmmmm after the other 2 im gonna fly fly fly i wanna go out from house heheheh....but u all dun come and kidnap me lehhhh...
i wanna go for holiday...

Monday, October 27, 2008

Flu flu flu

Aiya this few days keep having fluuuu helppppppp its so damn hot over here and yet having flu ahhhhh.....it keeps dripping out lalalala.....some one suck it..hahaha nasty rite...exam is terrible hate it so much yet have to do so many.....okok got to attend to my flu liaooooo...

Monday, October 20, 2008

Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Finals is just around the corner arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...i need to do my revision arrrrrrrr but still not yet start hahaha lazy bone hahaahah.....after finals will be my last semester doing partime job and after that i will all be doing work for the rest of mylife arrrrrrrrr thats saddddddddddd but no choice la for a better living i ought to do so like everyone out there who is looking at my blog thanks for visiting la muackssss all ciao~~~~~

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I think of Him again....

It has been sometimes that i have not think of that incident but on friday night me and my fellows friend we went for a drink and thereforee we spite all out..and so it reminds me of him well this time i feel differently i taught i will forget indeed but i still remember some..hmmm the worst part is i dream of him...aiya but only that day i also dunnoe why haha my brain out of control la...but anyway keep it up joey..

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

AFter Tomorrow...

After tomorrow i can take in a deep breath laaaa....I have all my assignment done and can concentrate on my revision for the next few week concentrate on my exam...phew this few week really dunnoe wat the hack am i doing play and rush today also need to rush but feel like buying a new phone hehe...This final exam i got to work tripple hard because i need to score it if not...I dont noe wat will happen to me.so you guys pls pray hard for me.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

While i'm taking my dinner...

TOday while im having my dinner i realize that im not all alone friend whom come to me not a burden to me at all..while i clear my mind and heart to listen to hem i indirectly solve my own problem. one who don't have a clear mind an heart could not see things clearly...So long after i talk to my fren(she)i noe she have problem but she say she dont like to share her problem with anyone but keep it in her heart.I feel bad when she say that it seems that she has no one to share her problem but i noe she dont trust me enough but is ok...She said that I will not understand her problem well i dun think im one of the worm in her body how would i noe anything without you yourself telling me..How sure are you that i wouldn't understand if you tell me...She is testing me when she meantion all the guys that have intention on her and that i noe but i can tell the whole world that im innocent in everything and is all yours to choose who to believe..however i cant be bother so much you choose it u walk it the best you can and no matter what happen over come it..There is nothing that cannot be solve in this world and im sure you can do it..I just hope that you could be happy after this to noe wat you should do. one more thing be responsible on the decisions that you have made good or bad it will effect people that is involve in this matter...Today im clear that i have to look to the front and attempt the future challenges. May god bless me and you guys out there.

Monday, October 6, 2008

it's Monday again....

Today back to studies...we did some presentation hmmm...today i continue the drama love to cry when i watch those drama...cry when is touching...cant write too much..got friend sad and have problem have to help them haizzzz never ending..

Sunday, October 5, 2008

No more diary....

Why why why im so good to people..why wanna be ppls diary for so long....now they come to you when they have problems..i really wan to help but wat can i do wor... you all dun come to me anymore la i really dun wanna be anybody's diary any more..im already so stress but nobody come and comfort me but come and tell me about their problem when they really have problem but they dun come o share happinest wat kind of fren is this.i'm so sorry i really dont noe wat to do..I'm not superwomen nor superman ar....ppl come to me when they have problem but i go to no one when i have problem im just a failureeeeeeeee............haizzzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday, October 4, 2008

lonely night 2.12am

today went out to mid valley with my sisters...Park my car at south court...When i pass by the south court main entrance...i'm stunt i remember he walk in through that place and i first meet him there...whole day thinkin nonsense...i'm now all alone..

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Those were the Days...

Joey is getting older day by day...my thinking getting deep and deep far far away until i myself dont understand myself. When i was in high school we just go to school talk and laugh there goes all the time having fun talking nonsense but those were the days...I noe somebody out there care for me..Im glad thank you buddy out there..i might not noe who but i noe there is someone. Im sorry because i feel someone but i dunnoe who i cant see you i can hear you bu feeling...I will get stronger day after day.. I'm finishing this semester soon is gonna be holiday again.. I wonder what history will i create this holiday...I've some sweet one's the last holiday..hehe
This time maybe just working...Nobody inform me that he or she is coming for holidays but if im free i sure be there at least a drink..Le you guys see me from a closer look haha...ok got to continue assignments.